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Tue Feb 23, 2010, 8:32 PM
Wow I haven't updated anything in a long long time. And I probably won't beyond this journal due to lack of time.

I've decided at the beginning of the semester I would be more active and at least ATTEMPT to be social in all of the Asian Organizations I'm a part of. So, I've done a lot more than I usually do. I helped with Chinese New Year and am now going to be in the VSA culture show, but only for the skit. I was going to do the fashion show, but changed my mind because I knew I would look silly. I'm also going to help with set building and stuff for it. So much to do! But I'm glad. I've met some really interesting people along the way. However 5 hour practices are not cool. But I know I'll enjoy myself. c: Supposedly I'm a part of the KSA culture show, but I have yet to receive anything as far as info goes, but ohhhh well. Who knows what's going on with that.

Beyond that as far as art goes I've just been doodling here and there so nothing spectacular or really post worthy IMO. I might do a doodle-dump one of these days because I really like the ones I do in Math...they're by far the best. But knowing me I'll be really anal about it and have to fix the background for all of it to look like paper blah blah. So my drive to do it is negated by my laziness. :\

I'm alive and a year older, and that's all this was for. Sidenote: I won't be on much until like Sunday because I have so much late night practices, it's ridonkulous....And those of you who know me know I HATE that word.

Hope all is well with everyone! みんなさん,頑張って! 私も頑張ります!!!

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  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: How is break dancing being amused??
  • Playing: The Mom in Walking "ONE" Path

Finals. > <

Wed Dec 2, 2009, 2:26 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Ninja Glare
  • Reading: The Sigh of Suzumiya Haruhi
  • Playing: The study game.
  • Eating: Rice Krispies Treat
  • Drinking: Juicy Juice!
Baaah. I'm secretly fighting my studying for finals. Instead of studying like the good student I SHOULD BE I ended up napping most of my day away... > >

After dinner I'll probably end up studying tons. = _ = Maybe go to the library...Maybe not....Who knows. I don't want to. It's cold and rainy today. I wanted to go to the tree lighting ceremony, but it's looking gay with the rain and shiz. I just can't focus on my room because my bed calls for me....Maybe I'll try the study lounge.

I have exams all next week. = _ = Except for Thursday. But I'll be cramming all day for my Calc exam the next day.

I probably won't be on much. I neeeeed to study. The only one I'm not gonna study for really is my Japanese, and even THAT I'll look over shiz.

So, if you see me on, tell me to get off. Or don't respond back to me....or something.

I neeeeed to study...Hopefully I can be a good child and do so a lot this weekend.

But I'm relatively excited to study for my "theatre" final because I get to play a British lady in this play my group wrote. So I need to practice my accent. Which I plan on doing all day tomorrow.

Pip pip cheerio and all that good junk! Gewd lack on yohr faihnals and loife.

Needs a little help from her friends.

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 9:13 AM
  • Mood: Not Impressed
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I find myself to be really pissed off at myself.

I feel like I've been enlightened and all the crap I've been doing has just pissed me off. I've been relatively apathetic with my grades, passing but barely and making no real effort. I think that because I would get upset with my grades, people would tell me, "Oh well, at least it's passing, it's good." I think maybe I convinced myself that so long as I pass that things are okay. I'm mad that I believed it was a good thing to pass, passing is good and all, but it's like that's all I've been striving for since people would tell me that it's good. Striving for just passing isn't something I want to do anymore.

So, please help kick me in the pants. Don't encourage just passing; don't tell me it's okay that that's what it is. I know you're just trying to cheer me up, but that's not what I want. Sugar tastes good and all, but in the end it still rots your teeth.

I need to get back to my old wanting an A. It's because I've never had to try until now that I stopped caring. What was the point? There was none. I'd get an A and I'd never have to do anything and my laziness and procrastination has never been so apparent.

I don't want to be average anymore, I want to be great.

You can also expect a direct effect on my internet time. I won't be on much anymore. Bedtime will be at 11. Please discourage me staying up after that. I really need encouragement to help this change.

Btw, I have a new saying, "Procrastination is like masturbation, in the end you're only screwing yourself."

Woop woop.

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 1:45 PM


Yay for journal skins.

Woooooo.

I'm really tired even though I skipped two classes to sleep in....

I may just take a nap before I run off to my next class.

Nekocon was the shiz. I wish I had more moneyz to buy da pretty artz.

I want to see Ninja Assassin because Bi is in it. :heart: He's sexy.

My love life is sad, my art life is worse and almost dead....Beyond notebook doodles, I have none really. = _ = I need to improve and get better.....

School is meh. I'll probably end up staying at JMU.

GAAAH, I'm laaate for classsss.

  • Mood: Distracted

Seriously?

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 9:31 AM
  • Mood: Distracted
So, I just lost a shirt....

And I don't mean lost in my room lost, lost I was out in a public place and I had a shirt and then I came to find that the shirt was no longer in possession when I went to look for it.

They're selling "Support My Rack" t-shirts in the commons, and because I ended up giving mine to my sister's friend, I bought a new one...And somewhere between buying it and getting food I lost it.

I don't know how this happened...Like I could understand a bracelet or something small of that nature, but an ACTUAL t-shirt....I'm completely befuddled. It was in my hand with my coat the entire time, so one would think that I would be able to notice it drop...But I guess not?

I thought about buying another one, but that would be a grand total of $48 I put into buying t-shirts...I guess it's for a good cause and all.

Still...perplexing. :\

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